Thursday, October 27, 2022

AS I TURNED 18

 




The life was long ,

Long enough to reach the Stars .

The life was beautiful full of smiles and pyaar 

Only Maa paa were the one who taught me about this jahaan .

The time we fought and slept together at the end of the day .

The kashti of dreams flying in sky ,

The ship sailing in the road ,

The tanks on water,

Butterflies with no wings ,

The wild imagination we all had .

Walking on toes to on heels .

The drive was long with no steering wheel no GPS too...

The nights were never long 

Making friends was never tough 

Abba and Katti were the best words...


As I turned 18 ,

I stopped  believing in fairytale because 

The world I fantasized was a mirage, as I stepped into world it has shattered my fist size heart.

Even 'that' single sheet of paper did decided my future 

I got in college while others opted for another year .

The time I lost myself ,

Facing myself, fighting for love and acceptance 

Looking in the mirror was tough .

I changed as who I am for pleasing others ,

The mirror on the wall condemned me hard .

I was once full of bruises on my body with a smile on the face now I wear a long shiffon  silhouette with a mask of happiness. 

As I walked down the aisle I left the crown, walked on fire ,to enter hell the gates were wide open to welcome me into their world .

I was proud as the jin quenched my thirst 

The dark smoke was my 24/7 nebulizer .

The clock was ticking time went by 

I lost myself as I blacked out  in there.

When I opened my eyes the mirror said something to me again ,

Open your eyes look into me you have changed now you don't have eyes like Butterflies anymore ,

Your soul is burning with vengeance and have no peace. it's time to stop before it's too late come back my child so that you can proudly see yourself in me again.

After loosing my consciousness for months 

I realised  I better off who I was  ,silly and not famous me like before...


~DIVINE✨️

It's just a single aspect I have tried to present that how we teens get ourselves into drugs smoking and many other addictions just to seem more cool around their peers. 


 


4 comments:

  1. the world is dark...but light is in you...the perspective of you has been changed when its dark ...as soon as u found the light your prospective will show you endless portals of life

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    1. I agree 👍 every cloud has a silver lining dark and light coexists they might be living together who knows 😉 😁

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  2. "I was once full of bruises on my body with a smile on the face now I wear a long shiffon silhouette with a mask of happiness."
    Poetry was beautiful enough but this line won my heart for sure. Keep it up!

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    1. Thank you so much for your support and appreciation love you 🤗

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