It was always him, am looking after ,it's as if my eyes don't play hide and seek in the crowd they just spot him in those countless people.
It was not magical ,i was just used to find him first hahahaaa... My expertise.
I don't want to keep it long, as even the longest period of time was mine alone ,he was there as my shadow visible to me but ignorant to him.
While i was busy clicking his shots secretly, he was busy treating me as his sister duhhh!!
dull man isn't he .
Mmmmm...If i ever wish to propose him ,i will find the busiest place to do ,so that he knows even in this bheed-bhaad ki duniya( crowded place ),am still looking at you . So that he knows that even in the place full of living beings ,I want to be the one to hold hands with you.
If i got rejected ,after that, it will be more easier for me to ease the emotional roller coaster I'll be going thru then. He won't feel awkward to say ' no' . If he says 'yes ',I'll let the whole world know that, yes i succeeded ,I'll let him know ki ,you Dumbo you only know me here no one else among them and it'll remain the same . We never would be strangers like them. I am not saying ki it's impossible but am sure if it's me or as far as i know you'll make sure not to break the trust I'll be putting on you. For this to happen i first have to propose him and i don't have the guts .
Living and sharing the same air and still seeing him is once in a blue moon thing , now you guys can imagine how miserable i am ...tho thanks to thy festivals, all those festive vibes , activities ,i saw him wearing a ,all reshmi kurta matched with perfect black jeans ,He looked so handsome under the moonlight and so unbearably in need of love that my heart nearly broke .
For everyone else he was a bloody womanizer, Waiting for a woman wearing nothing but draped in sheets at his home, a statement to prove that he a scoundrel through'n through,
(Were they red or what i mean the sheets scoff...)tho, the truth of matter was ,he was a man of great generosity,noticing very small and minute details ,possessing the capability of love that was unmatched among men.
"Tell me atlas what is heavy the world or the people's heart ?" For me i cannot handle both it's tough ,very tiring you might end up in a hopeless yet an entangled story. ( from entangled i meant stuck between me liking him or my imaginative fantasies i had with him )
This one is dedicated to the unforgettable love of mine
~DIVINE✨
~DIVINE✨
My eyes water tap tap :'). Pretty well written as usual and the quote in the end... That was really the icing on the cake✨. Really wish you conquer this ever lasting pain called 'love'.
ReplyDeleteNever loose hope and keep it up!✨✨