It's dark in my dreams

 So I don't know how light feels and what darkness meant 

don't know but but there is still something in mid in ,between them ,

I was in a room with proper lightning,

 I stood up went to the darkest room

 closed my eyes I didn't felt any change  but once ,when I opened my eyes I see everything around me was ominous tides of night 

   I ran out from there with the fear. "Ki koi USS andhere mey mujhe mujhse na cheen le  "

Not a single ounce of happiness 

No one to help 

It was pitch dark and I was jailed

Felt sick that can't show my scars too 

Darkness prevailed over me and no moon was there 

Should I try harder to run once again ,

Or should I just stop as I know it

Won't get me anywhere.

Man that was suffocating I died again n again .just to reincarnate at the same place 

Even death was tough for me 

I can't die , the damm god i cursed him 

Why ,why you can't let me even die 

As i know even he was laughing at me 

Being all in a pathetic state 

The god was none other then like Lucas for me 

I cursed him everytime I let him 

Belittle 

Tho that Lucas left me alone 

He let me realise no freaking person is gonna help you out untill you help yourself

No one is going to swim in your stead 

If you want dig up the aragonite.

I used all my strength to look for a door 

My life was like an endless book 

I read it everyday but there was no end ,

But when I took the another step ahead , I founded ,  two doors full of life 

A glimmer of hope just like the inseparable pair of Chandler and Joey.

One was a easy way while another was tough to go through .

I then thought of giving up the light to follow,to open the door  of darkness where no truth lies 

Not a single piece of soul left 

Eyes full of lifelessness,

And heart of crude blood 

I loathed myself to be like this even in my  heed 

when the time came I still chose the light ,no matter how tempting it was to decide

 

But then the biggest joke of my life happened 

I felt from my bed and opened my eyes. 

~ DIvINe ❤️🌸❤️

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