TOXIC ISHQ

Why we can't go in seperate ways ,

Why lock me up in this jail 

Am dying dyin dying everyday .

I'll run away leaving you behind 

Breaking our love oaths like some leaves on the road .

Make a way I'll run away 

Don't come for me 

You had me for enough of days ...

Never lets meet ,never talk again 

You'll remind me of the past where I lost myself again .

Don't come to me when you feel bad

They are still there...you'll see the wounds you have left 

You'll see the vulnerable me at loss  

I don't wanna make you feel sad

It doesn't hurt anymore but people can guess ...

The joy I felt was like the taste of coffee at best ,

Sweet at first and then bitter at actual taste .

Don't melt my heart by singing those melodies 

They are not jingles anymore , it bleeds as river down the throat 

Even when we started dating 

I asked you first to answer clearly ,

You told me you'll never ,you won't leave me ever behind , 

I asked you ,can you imagine the future with Mee...

I told ya only then let's go like today or let's never see each other again 

I told ya even it won't hurt your heart 

It will break mine as am the one giving my first time away...

You lied with a smile that ,made me believed in those words ,

You said let's be forever as single soul just like oxygen in air 

I'll be there keepin you alive you'll need me everytime.

I was young, i was a fool can say i was a bit tipsy too ...

I then said it all, if you can't see it anymore I'll be gone, as I am leaving today ...

 The way you touched me is still fresh in my mind ,

 The way you held me ,am still feeling tight , The whispers are still lingering in my head,

 The nights were long but ain't sufficient for us ...

 

The day brought us light when we were naked lying inside the bed linen 

The sun was scroching hot we were melting as one 

The play hide and seek was fun ,

Now it's all coming to an end ...

 No back hugs no french toast ,not even the sweetest goodbye with a kiss .

 No more come back text no more those not so controllable wait.

How miserable of me that i can't even bid my bies to him with the warmest hug and cadied smile ...

~DIVINE✨